I love myself enough to know what love actually is … I’m not concerned with you loving me or not…. that has nothing to do with the love I have for you. I am so full of love that i can love you and me… at the same damn time .
As I sit and think about all the women I let down I realize that it wasn’t that they didn’t love me it was that I didn’t love myself enough If I felt as if I wasn’t in a good place I would just be mad or act out ….these things caused me to lose many good women and my dream girl thank god I have some understanding now maybe time will get me back to that happy place I once was…
Might be the creepiest photo I’ve ever taken of her but the beauty of this woman inside and out rivals none I’ve ever met ….. One day I hope we can rewrite this story that we have with a new chapter in a book that will never end she is the keeper of my heart and my motivation to succeed in this world…….
Hawaii and Las Vegas
Never in a million years would i have thought the one friend who i valued the most would sell me out and sabatoge my happiness… this is very shocking to hear knowing that i would litterally lay my life down for her and for me to learn this hurts alot just adds to the list of things wrong with my life seems like everytime i want happiness somebody close to me wants to ruin it and i dont understand maybe im loyal to the wrong people i must take i step back and revaulate who my real friends are ….crazy year already