Never in a million years would i have thought the one friend who i valued the most would sell me out and sabatoge my happiness… this is very shocking to hear knowing that i would litterally lay my life down for her and for me to learn this hurts alot just adds to the list of things wrong with my life seems like everytime i want happiness somebody close to me wants to ruin it and i dont understand maybe im loyal to the wrong people i must take i step back and revaulate who my real friends are ….crazy year already

Certain things that happen to you that make you change your whole way of living. The past year I learned things about life and love that I never thought I would and I thank god for the opportunity to go through those different situations. But the regret a feel for rushing into a good thing with a wonderful women leads me not to believe in love for me anymore I always pictured a dream girl in my head but I had her and I rush things lesson learned every night I pray to god that I can get the chance to right those wrongs and she changes but sadly I’m starting to think I ran out of chances of that’s the case then I’m glad to have lived me dream if only for a short time……

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Road head is the greatest *wink wink*

Black is beautiful

I always compare love to a drug because a person in love has the same signs as a drug addict let me elaborate. When you first smoke you get high that first high is the best high. And they say crack heads weed heads etc always Chase that first high if you’ve ever been in love you know what I mean. Now since love is a drug the person you in love with is a dealer. Some dealers got good dope some don’t now when you find a dealers wit that good A-1 shit oh man. It reminds me of the Jodeci song feenin you will literally lose your in love forgetting about important things all you want to do is get that high. Like a crackhead will stop going to work just to get high a person in love will call in just to cuddle -_-………to be continued

Funny how people always say imma change until they run into a wall and revert back to the person they were hoes will be hoes drama queens will drama queens etc sad but true

Keep having the same dream for the past week happy life nice car one problem the woman is blurry ….to be continued

Throwback ;)